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as i assume.

"Its’s hard to put your feelings into words."

^.^...

as i assume.

hebat tak gua?

There are ups and downs in life.

ngee~..

knowing me #3

i always find my self minding other person business.

heh, :) but not everybody.

for someone who i really care about, that is the person i always palying around.

I always have the urge to know what happen and what gonna happen.

as yesterday and today, i become silent and invisible for the whole day.

it is because i dont want to be messing around without any purpose.

plus, i've been sick all day.

maybe because the weather yang tak stable.

flu je memanjang.

haih~.

it is by chance

oh. being the one-side-broken-heart is not easy to handle it.

so, time does matter to heal back all those painful tears.

"You can't bring me down. I'm letting you go."

till the word is up, you gonna be okay.
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

i've been writing a long story,

but then, i was scared to publish it.

it may hurt others who read it.

haih~..

that life seems to be aite.

demam hamster,

woot....woot...

gua demam.

bulan ni dua kali gua demam.

tak terok mana pon.

masa gua form 2, gua macam ni jugak.

musim demam.

sebulan tu, 2 kali gua demam.

mungkin mudah berjangkit sebab satu dorm dipenuhi oleh 60 orang.

populasi budak-budak hostel yang berada dihostel waktu belajar meningkat.

haritu, 10 orang tak memergikan diri kesekolah disebabkan demam.

dah macam party demam.

selalu gua ponteng 2 hari sebab demam,

hari tu terpaksa memontengkan diri kesekolah sehari saja sebab katil sakit penuh.

pada haritu jugak,

disebabkan warden macam pelik, dia panggil orang dari jabatan kesihatan.

inspektor kesihatan datang check hostel.

amik darah+quarantine+dan dapat towel+cadar free..ngee.

petang tu jugak dapat tahu sebab demam melanda.

hamster.

yaa...hamster merupakan penyebab utama.

dalam dorm tu, ada 4 sangkar hamster.

setiap sangkar ada banyak hamster.

dan pemilik hamster tu adalah seorg yang berjiwa lembut.

dengan erti kata lain. nyah~.

demam tu disebabkan keadaan tak bersih.

udara tak bersih.

mana taknya, bela reti.basuh sangkar hampeh.malas.

dan hampir semua ahli dorm tu dah memegang hamster tu.

malam itu, lepas maghrib, warden bagitau, tak boleh membela hamster lagi dah.

aku tengok muka pemilik hamster ni.

sayu je.sedih barangkali.

haha.

kan bagus kalu hamster tu boleh jaga diri sendiri dan stay comel all the time.

haha.

haih~..

gua datang balik.

been a while huh?

minggu wedding dah abis.

album pon dah siap diedit.

gua pon memang berjuang habis-habisan for the last 2 weeks.

bilik gua pon dah teratur sikit.

minggu lepas dah macam kena rompak dah.

hahaha.

maklumla, balik job, transfer gambar > charge batt > layan2 > tido.

esok sambung benda yang sama..

ohh..

untuk bukan musim kawen, (4&5)

gua tengah siapkan satu proposal untuk satu sekolah.

harap-harap menjadi.

baru 2 hari start buat paperwork.

pasai apa? nanti gua bagitau.

takut tak jadi.

gua tanak berharap sangat.

okay.

tata.

makey

4 makhluk di mcD.

hampir jam 1 pagi.

gua macam dah tak semangat nak borak-canda di pagi hari.

gua nak balik, tapi sekatan laluan telah dibuat.

cara yang terbaik untuk memanipulasikan keadaan tak-nak-balik-lagi kepada cepat-ingin-balik-sekarang ialah :

gua kentut.

semua blah.

gua boleh balik.

hahaha.

tu la, siapa suruh buat sekatan jalanraya semasa gua nak balik?

padan muka.

untuk adik T gua yang sedang sibuk study.

semoga study anda lebih tekun.

adik T gua memang pandai pon.

tak payah study pon dah hebat.

ngee.

esop jawab test, jangan tulis lirik sudah la.

knowing me #2

i know its not enough to help the feeble up, but to support them after.

that was my nawaitu in the first place.

don’t even worth a shit

sekarang hujan.

gua layan.

macam dulu2.

gua pernah cakap.

gua memang macam budak2.

till now, i am who i am.

gua hidup dalam dunia gua sendiri.

gua jarang dapat yang gua nak, barangkali.

tapi seingat otak gua,

hanya dengan muka kesian sahaja gua akan dapat.

tapi tape.

gua tau kelemahan gua.

gua tak menyesal for being true to myself.

macam gua post dalam facebook tadi.

it's life we create.

haih~.

knowing me.

am.gua jumpa ni.

"A Capricorn born on December 26 possesses a determined, serious nature. They can read the motives of others and are good judges of character. These ambitious, career-oriented people have a pragmatic nature yet dream large. They possess a generous soul and the desire to be part of the crowd but may be unwilling to show these aspects of their personality."-sumber

gua macam tu ke?

sila like.

gua bukan superman.

malam ni hujan.gua layan.

mata stim2.

teringat orang.

sepanjang minggu ni, sebelum gua pergi dungun.

gua ada terpikir akan masa depan gua.

macamana gua nanti.

memendekkan lagi story,

gua tiba-tiba rasa macam taknak duduk di malaysia lagi.

gua nak keluar.

gua nak kerja atas kapal.

setahun pon dah cukup gua rasa.

gua realistik.barangkali.

reason gua hanya 2 :

-gua pikir, atas kapal nanti,

mungkin gua akan lupa benda-benda yang buat gua saket semasa di tanah.

-gua mungkin happy.

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gua tak bagitau sesiapa idea gua.

kecuali petang tadi.

perlu tak gua belayar?

haih~

gua dengar

gua dengar balik lagu lama gua.

attempt to run

i was thinking.

i think, its time to run.

not into it.

but away from it.

because,

the way i see it,

the more things change,

the more they stay the same.

it’s easier to believe but it won’t make no difference.

and that brings me down on my knees.

gua rasa gua rasa sua rasa.

orang kata.

ada orang letak penghadang untuk avoid people.

dan tapi niatnya adalah untuk observe n usha siapa yang care enuff untuk break the wall.

dan orang percaya, siapa yang break that,

dan dialah orangnya.

faith & waiting.pftt..

gua kata.

semua orang penat untuk keep waiting and assuming.

semua orang letih kerana tiada jawapan. nada.

faith will never move a mountain.

faith only move people so that they can acheive greater things in life.

such ; experience.

haih~

nazmi RL would said this> nampak-nampak?

thermometer.rising.

my inner-spirit thermometer.

from -25% going up to 40%.

i'm still recovering.

peep's. its hard thou.

thanks friend coz being there.and here.

and pending job.u really distracting me.

and karaoke.

and car problem.

and next project problem.

haih~

ps T : sayo meme suko bui awop semput dikala malam tiba.